And I'm Back!!!! My Update and Return to the Blog

It has been a long time coming my beautiful Mommy friends. I am so excited to be back with all of you and I promise until you all grow tired of me I will not go anywhere again.

I have so much to update you on. I know I have been gone a long time but I am back and here to give you all the updates you truly deserve.

I have faced so many trials these past 2 years the biggest one is what has kept me away from you the longest I must start from the beginning. I was in such a dark place mentally that nothing mattered to me but my kids, not my own health, not my friends, and definitely not my house. The only thing that woke me up each and every day were my children keeping them fed, clean, healthy, and happy. Which meant I shut out the rest of the world including all of you. Even though this/ all of you make me so happy but at that time nothing felt right to me. Before covid graced us with her presence known. I was already in a mentally made quarantine from my own self-awareness. My life was drowning and spinning out of control in front of my very eyes. It didn't become clear to me until it was way too late. I have promised you since day one my dear mommy friends to be 100 with you.

To make a long story short my kids were placed out of my care temporarily(the full story will be on the podcast). I also faced the biggest betrayal of my life when someone I considered my sister along with my closest friend. The 2 of them conspired against me one I learned out of jealousy and the other out of spite due to things out of my control. On top of all of this learning of my mother's illness that could take her away from me at any moment, I was beyond drowning. after all of that was said and done and I got my children back. I was determined to win and be greater so I worked my heart out to become the best version of myself I could no one would find fault in my mothering or me as a person again. I was doing much better, I am doing much much better but...., there..., was something missing.

If you guessed you, you'd be right I missed writing and missed being able to help people so that is where we come to today. so I am back, new and improved. My blog and new podcast are here to stay. I will have new Posts and a refresh of some old ones too. I didn't take my own advice and then ended up in a sunken place. So remember as long as you keep trying.

YOU ARE ENOUGH!!!!