“Sometimes I need to be away from my children

This doesn’t mean you love them less at all. than moms who can do it all and still be smiling… its ok if you need to just be alone sometimes. If this means you will be a better mom for your kid/kids then you just do it. I know how much guilt that can associated with this. You don't have to be ashamed of needing time away from your children. Sometimes this could be the safest thing for you to do for you and children when you get overwhelmed or just need some space. Trying to push yourself can be very dangerous for many reasons please if you feel the need to get away or remove your children away from you for a small time please do this i also i have this issue where i need quiet and dark for a moment to be a better mother to my daughter. This gives me time to unwind and deal with them.